frustration

i think this is where murphy's law kicks in.

even though it's only 9 days to the flight back home, every single day passes so slow, that it's like 度日如年. having exams during this time is really taking the toll out of me. i am only taking one meal a day because i have absolutely no interest in food whatsoever. getting to sleep is also almost impossible now; i have countless things going on in my mind every time i yearn for some shut-eye.

i know, i just have to hang in for the remaining 9 days and then i'll be granted salvation.

but this wait is doing me no good. i have to keep motivating myself to get over and done with studying so that i don't get that feeling like i'm gonna meet the fat man every time i get past a paper.

i also realised that my days are getting more and more uneventful -- so much as to not gain enough interest to fill up a post. it is that same routine of me waking up at ridiculous times in midday and going out for a coffee fix, then coming home to skype with Gordon, then study (or rather i TRY to) and then sleep (TRY VERY HARD TO). my only comfort is dinner time where i think about what to eat and come up with some new recipe that i eventually photograph and post on my food blog. it is my only de-stress solution.

glad i still have something to look forward to.

just as i was skyping with Gordon we came to this topic about how we'd react to seeing each other again after more than 2 months apart. i didn't know that he was thinking the same as i was. it just feels weird no? we're so close in thoughts yet physically so far apart. nevertheless, i'm so excited.

all the way, last minute wrap buddha leg!