may i have some positivity please?

all i want really is to have a more lighthearted and happy post but i guess i'm just lacking the positivity.

it's good that i've identified the problem and now it's time to 斬草除根.

well to be honest i think i'm starting to get used to having my life back to being alone and i'm beginning to embrace it. we've been communicating on a very regular basis and i bet there isn't even a 12 hour gap between the times we speak to each other whether on the phone or over skype. i guess things are going to be very different from next week (which i'm still trying to psych myself for) and we'll start communicating less and less.

on the other hand i think we're both learning to appreciate the beauty of being apart. for him i think it's a great starting point in terms of his career (though i'd like to be there for him supporting him every step of the way) without me being a distraction. for me i guess i can concentrate on completing my masters and probably have more time to do all the reading that i want. for us it's an excellent test on the strength of our relationship. moreover it's just 2 years (tops) that we're gonna do this... following this i'll be able to get a job at macdonald's in hk! or maybe 大家樂?

anyway it's gonna be another couple of months before we meet again in hk! so excited about the fact that i'm going back to singapore in december too! what's even more exciting is that chinese new year is only 4 months-ish away and i'm gonna be around for all this that's gonna happen:)

well... looks like the positivity is coming back to me eh? slowly, but surely!