for once i can't believe i'm saying this but, weekend please don't come.
it's going to be another 2 more days before gordon leaves and i'm seriously feeling the overwhelming sadness.
i know i've been over this a thousand times in my head - that what we wouldn't be any different and that we still can hold everything in place - but it is growing increasingly strenuous to psycho myself that everything would be okay. can i really hold it up? i've got to hold on even if it means giving all i've got.
i guess i need to find something really substantial to fill up my time after he leaves...
like what?
regardless, i'll make it, somehow.
what a beautiful mess this is... it's like taking a guess when the only answer is yes..
how about some exercise? or some dance classes?
ReplyDeleteall these will tire u out some days of the week and u can sleep better too. i totally know how u feel babe.. hang in there, must always have the positive belief that it WILL work out..
well, i always have that belief with my frenchie.
cheer up! it will be fine, im sure.